In my head we can be together. But in reality it will never and can never happen. The thought of reality hurts,it hurts so bad I cry. Because you have someone else we have the same name and we share a love.you. I hate myself because I always want something that can never be.You make me feel so happy.You're hugs make me feel like nothing in the world could ever hurt me.I think..... This is the worst and best feeling ive ever felt